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Monday, May 28, 2012
Watching The Ego Try Something New, Shift, Stretch
During silence practice today I could feel the mightiness, the fighter within reaching across and through the web of timelessness. Although the current life situation is not important in the big picture, I sensed this current anger and the way I'm managing it as groundwork for a higher calling where a fighting spirit is for the highest good. Maybe it will be this lifetime, maybe another. And then I let it go...
A person I know who is "on-the-path" had an incident where she got in a yelling match with someone in her neighborhood over her dog relieving itself. It was unsettling for her to have the inner tiger roar. It was the "old her" she said. She did not realize the seed was still there. The best part about it was she did not keep the incident to herself! In leading a group study she brought it up. Revealing her vulnerability, a few tears flowed as she reflected and discussed the experience. Now, as a spiritual teacher had she kept the experience a secret who knows how it would have resolved within her, if ever. I will never forget her courage. Strength is demonstrated when we are honest.
Change is a constant. For once (finally) I am feeling it as neither positive or negative necessarily but rather the expression of energy right now.
From the M.C. Yogi song Son of Shiva the lyrics include: "now Shiva's like this: truth, consciousness & bliss but he's crazy when he's angry so don't get him pissed". Afterward in the story there is ensuing chaos, loss and grief but thanks to the gods, it all works out. Here is the link to the song:
So, I turn it over to a force much greater. Relationships are more important than the worldly situation. Perhaps eventually there will be forgiveness all around. Maybe relationships will mend. Maybe we'll be better off not reconnecting. What is most important for me though is growth from the experience, reaching beyond old patterns.